Ruler of Mine
By Jan Kevin T. Mendoza
Like
a rose, trampled on the ground
My
existing is as thing that is no longer worthy
The
feeling of unwanted through my involvement
I
feel like I’m complicated mixture of all malfeasances
“I
will never put myself in a box”
Phrase
always inculcated in my thinker
Just
can’t layover limiting myself
Turned
me out to be weaker
How
to think out of the box?
I am
not an open-hearted carrying the aftermath
Being
without instrumental accompaniment
Why
to cling and abide in my existence?
One
day your eyes fell in my heart
It
really freed the mirthfulness caged of mine
Where
to go, what to do?
I
had been deaf through the beats of my dinning heart
Stalking,
should this enough what to call?
My
gratitude to social medias
With
these I can know you more
Provided
your portraits, I loved you times to four
You
are everyday awaited by my tantalized eyes
Just
to seeing your physical comeliness
Pulchritude,
which my perception can describe
Append
your intelligence and brilliance, picture-perfect
The
anticipated moment, we’ll talk
Came
and made I can’t just walk
You
displayed your smile and genuinely built my felicity
I
was mesmerized through your jaw-dropping beauty
The desire to have you utterly burdened me
Every
night I think that you and I will be
But
how my fantasy will transpire?
We
are quietly distant, you’re in ice and I’m in fire
Multitude
will be my foe and rival just to get you
Whether
to fight or stop the incapable appetency
I
want to cry out loud and let you hear my resentments
Will
it capture your heart or just neglect my statements?
A
dawn I woke up and had just accepted the fact
The
fact that explains we are not really capable
My
heart entered the tribulation
I
can hide it but have nothing to stop the affliction
Now
I moved on but still your number one fan
Your
lovely and magnificent image, you’re really my the one
A
breathtaking intelligence, made my heart missed a beat
Like
I can’t just stop watching you at my seat
I
thought my life is just a rose whose tend to be rotten
But
you came, the change in my life made happen
Inspiration
is now infused in all my undertaking
With
you I feel like I can do everything
A
billion thanks for your existence
I
will be eternally keeper an image of your presence
You
ruled my life to take the right path
I
love you the one I will cling my life at